when i woke up

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the morning sun was too gentle

overslept was the result

and to-do list has to be re-write

but that japanese song you used to play over and over again

i heard it sang by a jogger while

she went by me this morning 



 

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i heard you humming

from the other side of the field

from the stems that just grew out to breath the blue spring air

and the petals that have sun shining in their veins

swimming by standing still

spring has cast its spell 

and you are still humming somewhere alone with the new born leaves

when we took a walk

as sun has its fun with the clouds
the sky is so blue
it's almost like summer hasn't pass, only it's too cold

i was trying to read your face
but it was too bright and
there was this whisper in japanese inside my head so i lost focus


i walked back home and went to find a dictionary

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lambdoid@ 3:53

okay

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okay, i won't look
for you, i won't look
i'll close my eyes and cover it up with both hands
and i promise that i won't peek between fingers

but i will

watch you while you turn and find a place to hide


and then



i will pretend that i don't know where that is





and leave you there



i  won't  look    for      you





just like i promised, right?

it was

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can you stand closer

can you talk slower

can you please let go

can you stop humming

it was not clear until i left you

our memories and everything i fell in love with was a blur

i made them up just to stay in a dream









lambdoid@5:10

still in bed i said to you

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if we can go for a swim right now

that will be great

the temperature of fall is giving me the chill constantly

is it possible that the summer water in the backyard pool inside my brain could warm me up

with the empty backseat

there is no answer

you jumped off midway just as always

not going along with the pretending game

we are not seven

and the street fair is no longer fun but only too nosy

for this sunday morning

you said to me, as you brush your teeth after being annoyed





lambdoid@3:54 am

high heels

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if it is a challenge, i challenge you

if it is a march of freedom, let us march

if it is a stair that we have to clime to get closer to the divine, let us begin

but somehow isn't all this shackles

isn't it a denial

only this time it is not from the others who wish to cotrol us,

it is from ourselves.

lambdoid@11:14am

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