when we took a walk

as sun has its fun with the clouds
the sky is so blue
it's almost like summer hasn't pass, only it's too cold

i was trying to read your face
but it was too bright and
there was this whisper in japanese inside my head so i lost focus


i walked back home and went to find a dictionary

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lambdoid@ 3:53

okay

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okay, i won't look
for you, i won't look
i'll close my eyes and cover it up with both hands
and i promise that i won't peek between fingers

but i will

watch you while you turn and find a place to hide


and then



i will pretend that i don't know where that is





and leave you there



i  won't  look    for      you





just like i promised, right?

it was

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can you stand closer

can you talk slower

can you please let go

can you stop humming

it was not clear until i left you

our memories and everything i fell in love with was a blur

i made them up just to stay in a dream









lambdoid@5:10

still in bed i said to you

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if we can go for a swim right now

that will be great

the temperature of fall is giving me the chill constantly

is it possible that the summer water in the backyard pool inside my brain could warm me up

with the empty backseat

there is no answer

you jumped off midway just as always

not going along with the pretending game

we are not seven

and the street fair is no longer fun but only too nosy

for this sunday morning

you said to me, as you brush your teeth after being annoyed





lambdoid@3:54 am

high heels

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if it is a challenge, i challenge you

if it is a march of freedom, let us march

if it is a stair that we have to clime to get closer to the divine, let us begin

but somehow isn't all this shackles

isn't it a denial

only this time it is not from the others who wish to cotrol us,

it is from ourselves.

lambdoid@11:14am

if you wonder what these heels remind me of and what i'm babbling about feel free to visit here

kinda cute

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i have a little square for you

it is black and golden

shine in my palms

if you would like to have it

it would take you

into the little window

of Chanel

fall into fall

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it was the morning rain

it was the sunshine on the branch

it was the chill inside the wind

it was the tear wiped by the t-shirt's sleeve

and i love all of them

but most of all

it was the shadow of an afternoon rainbow








lambdoid@4:43am

on the train that takes everyone back home, next stop is us.

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i wish there's a place we can go

together and not alone,

everyone wouldn't give a shit while we talk and laugh and maybe cry

‘cause sometime you know

it happens

i love it when you play the guitar

like there is nothing else you care,

i love it even when it seems as if i'm not there

i wish there is some place we could go 

and just be ours

lambdoid@8:10pm

lavender sun

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while you stood there in the sun

somehow i can


pretend this rooftop is the beach with warm golden sand





when i closed my eyes i knew

you have flew away with the last summer blue

mixing in the chilling air, the sky now sings autumn




this afternoon,

sunlight dancing with the curtain and leaves

i smelled you,memories of




the lavender bathing suit,  the sweet and salty ocean

 lambdoid@4:32pm

our faith

 

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we should take a walk,

along with the symbol of sacrifice, does it make you feel

selfimportant that someone had bled for your sin

let's have icecream later, i don't like the after taste of our dinner

this is a creepy street

someone just picked up a cigarette

from the gap of the sidewalk. does he need a lighter too?

two new messages for you:

remeber that firework we saw.

talk more about your past.

one old message:

don't make me feel empty, alone or whatever fear

or i will leave you ASAP

;)

lambdoid@10:17pm

lambdoid's pick: something paris+ poem: after the rain

paris chic by lambdoid featuring Christian Louboutin

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AFTER THE RAIN

 it is quite chilly these days

 after the rain

and

sunshine now has no more heat for our gray

shadows, so i thought of the dealyed

dreams of that foggy but warmer paris afternoon

lambdoid @3:35am